David ([info]david__talbot) wrote,
@ 2007-05-01 22:05:00
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Ramayana
All my life, I strived to touch the deepest, darkest secrets of the Earth and its history; this was my only ambition, and one that I pursued until the very end. I devoted the best part of my mortal existence to understanding the world’s greatest mysteries, until the night that I became one.

I thought I had been a man obsessed, but I knew nothing of obsession. Not until I came to know her. She was more beautiful to me than anyone I had known, more enthralling than any legend I had explored, more secretive than any spirit I had unearthed. In the end, the greatest mystery became, “How can I love you as much as I do?”

I was well into my immortal years, when by chance we happened to find each other. She had that energy about her; the sort of electricity that seems to emanate from a different life source altogether. When she was content, I was content. When she was happy, so was I. But when she smiled for me, masking the pain of her broken heart, I couldn’t smile back. I kissed her. I told her I loved her. I promised her I would show her the path to fulfilment, and walk it with her, hand in hand.

Her eyes shimmered and her smile became playful. We both knew who was leading who.

For reasons I will never understand, arrows seemed to fly at her from all directions. Some of them were fired by spite, some by jealousy, and though she knew she was the victim of injustice, she never really learned to protect herself from them. I tried, but how could I shelter her when it was her openness and independence that made her the woman I adored? It was not what she wanted. It was testimony to her strength of character that she never made any apologies for who she was and always stood her ground.

The time came when I lost count of her tears, and couldn’t bear to watch them fall any longer. I made up my mind. My refuge would be her refuge; it was time to take her home.

Love is ignorant and hopeful and blind. I never imagined that the final, fatal arrow would be mine.



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[info]jezebel66
2007-05-01 07:43 pm UTC (link)
So beautifully written David. Sad and poignant, yet filled with the wonder of dreams. Painted with the passion of unstoppable desire and ringed with love's loss and regret. Thank you for sharing.

Carrie

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[info]nimet
2007-05-01 09:05 pm UTC (link)
ouch :(

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[info]jennifer_talbot
2007-05-03 06:33 pm UTC (link)
Mystery. All we have, all we are is mystery. Every last one of us, human or other. The biggest mystery of mine? Why I've ever scraped your knees, when all you've ever done for me is... kept me. Held me. Shaped me like clay.

We are puzzles without answers. I always wanted to help you find yours. To be the light of understanding, instead of the crushing-weight of confusion. I've reached for the end-goal, David, almost touched, but the boundaries aren't clear. Always getting snagged on something... invisible.

Mystery. Love and hate. Life and death. Nothing ever certain. Every dichotomy so tied in the other. I said this like should be fucking easy! I shouted it, you remember? Such simple ignorance.

There is no part of you I could ever deflect. No part of you I would want to. Your anger, your disappointment, your happiness, your love. I will suffer every fraction. Let it rip open wounds. There is nothing I wouldn't do for you.

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[info]melinda_s
2007-05-10 12:20 pm UTC (link)
As always, your words inspire, David. You paint a symphony with your words.

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[info]cristaladi
2007-05-12 05:03 pm UTC (link)
...you have never been in love in your mortal years then, mon cher. *Smiles* So it is true that sometimes we need more then a mere lifetime to find true love and fortunately you have been given the time you needed. *Blows a kiss*
I am both happy and sad for you, David...

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[info]vampiresantiago
2007-07-12 05:42 pm UTC (link)
Illuminating prose as always, David. I am glad to see you are still around, dancing in the shadows.

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[info]david__talbot
2007-07-15 12:09 pm UTC (link)
Some of us come, some of us go and some of us are always here, dancing in the shadows.

I'm glad you, too, are still with us. I wondered.

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(Anonymous)
2007-12-20 08:46 pm UTC (link)
David, you write very beautifully. The Story looks as the truth. At you talent to create the unusual world. Reflection of ideas and emotions bewitches. It is good, that there are the people having so rich imagination.
And certainly, this all is very interesting.
*Smile*
With Best Regards
Lady Jane

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